Legacy System

Friday, November 11, 2016 0 comments
Like in a software acquisition process, people tend to set standards for meeting the right one. We prepare our user requirements then match with specifications available in the market. But how do you make sure that at one meeting or two product demonstrations if what they are selling would deliver the results that correspond to your needs?

This may hold true when finding your partner. You set the expectations so high that when you meet that person who basically embodies all the requirements at one meeting or two long conversations, you eventually justify that you have finally found the right one.

But as you go along with the "implementation" process, you would realize patches, tweaks and necessary change management are all needed at once. When all "agreements" came to full effect, you would realize that the data you collected prior to product selection were not enough to complement with your present infrastructure, in this case, my mind... me... the person as who I am.

What was missing in the planning stage? Did I skip the part when self-evaluation is significantly necessitated? But four years were enough to settle that. "I love what I have become for I fought to become her" ---the quote that reflects every decision all these years.

How can one product erase all that? All the principles I obtained. All the courage I have learned to possess. What is so important with this product that I have to replace my infrastructure just to address the compatibility issues?

I can only attest that to change myself is to lose myself in the process. That infrastructure is hereby endorsed for decommissioning.

At the end, we upgrade ourselves for a product to functionally work with us. But I would surely miss my old infrastructure as I am now a "legacy system".

UNDO Button

Wednesday, November 9, 2016 0 comments
What life would I have lived if I hadn't felt responsible of fixing everything?
Why do I have to do all the work?
When will these negativities end?
Where do I place myself?
How do I make this work?
Can I press the UNDO button now?
Should I continue treading this path?

Love IPO

Saturday, September 3, 2016 0 comments
Invested emotions are volatile
As depicted well in a Bollinger
May pare down to the lower limit
Can go straight to the upper beat

Feelings at MACD signal-line
Fights fluctuate at selling point
Trade outstanding moment-shares
But candle stick draws the body red

Bearish pride plummets to all-time low
Bullish trust rocketed sky-high
Stock value raised by volumes of care
Beyond break-even over time is fair

Faith and loyalty exceeds open price
Uptrend yields to relationship goals
My love index will stay afloat
To buy time with you I wish to quote

Join East Camp

Wednesday, August 3, 2016 0 comments
Jail order
work empty
numb Ego
sell caution
one temper
effortless
Cut umpire
adjust mask
after game

Init 6

Monday, August 1, 2016 0 comments
When you first met me
I told you a story
Words of pure humility
I showed you my reality

I wonder what has changed
I have been just the same
It feels a little bit strange
I wish I am just the same

When I first met you
Intentions are pure and true
Thoughts have been revealed
To me those were entrusted

I wonder what has changed
You have been just the same
It feels a little bit strange
I wish you are just the same

Things may have changed
We have been just the same
Less we become strange
We will be just the same

An Achromatic World

Thursday, July 28, 2016 0 comments
See the vision through his eyes
Reality becomes subjective
Colors are unambiguous
Forms become asymmetrical

Elimate inconsistencies
I see black and white
Across the horizon
Vertical lines are drawn

There is no in-between
But gray beats the odd
An intermediary hue
To him, it is green

Grey is spelled out
New life begins with it
I have found my new shade
In achromatic world I live

Release Undo

Saturday, July 23, 2016 0 comments
Funny how decisions are made
And thoughts begin to fade
Self-fulfillment as hard as jade
These moments I would truly trade

Please show me the way out
Grab it without a doubt
Delist me from this bout
I look at you with a pout

These bridges I wish to burn
Approaching to a near u-turn
Patience has died so soon
Throw up to the sun and moon

male robot

Friday, July 22, 2016 0 comments
hack into the coin
two-bit girl is born
rollback she calls
she purges all vows

tiring routine it is
processes not responding
take a bad shortcut
kill all those daemons

debugging the principles
unlocking his high walls
the girl cannot decrypt
codes are unreadable

sets of zero and one
no system recovery
wipe out the hard drive
girl launches new system

an emotionless reboot
girl codes alone
she can move forward
a life without male robot

female robot

Tuesday, July 19, 2016 0 comments
emotions flare up
anguish she spells out
hate takes over
face turns amber

staging a loathing look
anger is written by the book
pick war over peace
that is your masterpiece

the world is about pride
you take everything aside
she won't matter a bit
she cries, learns not to tweet

in your palace of fury
memories become blurry
she attempts to escape
unfortunately, it's too late

Symmetrical Brains

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Conversationalist
Smart mouth
Eloquence
Taking heed

Ingenious
Brainiac
Mavin
Extrapolating

Wordsmith
Critical
Luculid
Comprehending